ThouGhT Of ToDaY

One of the thoughts
That puzzled me suddenly
Just now

I'm getting clearer on
Like and love a person

I mean
I don't know why
In a sudden
I can't feel the love inside me
Don't I have someone I love inside me?

I can feel it
I like a person now
But when Yeong asked me
I can't give her an answer
I've my reasons for it

I remembered
How persistent I can be
When I love someone
But not now
I feel empty inside me
That's rather scary

Or maybe
I'm looking in different view
To pursue the happiness
That belongs to me

Where am I?