OuT Of ConTr0L

Today
There's a bit out of control
Sometimes I feel
I don't have a respsct from them
Today
I feel the most
That's still
Not the main reason of my bad mood

I find it hard to coach my brother
Really fed up
As he doesn't listen
To my instructions
It's really dissapointing myself
I don't know what to do
Haven't really
Speak out about it yet

Anyone there
Any opinions?
Sad sad sad
What a good results I scored
Not feeling well
Even more