Low SpiRiTs

Today
I was in a real low spirits
Even people around me sensed it

I know my spirit is low
But
I'll make sure
It doesn't affect my work

In fact
I really feel like crying
But
I hold my tears so tightly
That I make sure
It doesn't fall

It's not that
I want to spread my low spirit
But please
Allow me to be with myself
For some moments

In fact
My life alone doesn't stress me
Not about work
But
I don't feel like going home
The feeling is getting stronger
And stronger

I feel
I don't have a home