StRuGgLiNg FoR New LiFe

I'm sorry
But I couldn't help to say so
I couldn't help to feel guilty
And I know it very well
The longer I'm staying
The more guilty I will feel
And the more I sink in it
I think it's time I pull myself out

Jia asked me not to bother so much
But I can't just go without proper trasition
That's not my style

I'm really struggling
For a better life
For things that I want to do in life
For my goals and dreams
With your words today
I really feel bad
But I don't know how to say it out

I've to overcome my guilt
I must do it
No matter what you say or do