iLLuSsioN?

I'm not very sure
Because I saw it from far
I'm certainly anxious to know
I'm certainly wanting to know
The answer

Shall I ask
Or I shall not
Will it be too obvious
Yeong asked me to give it a try
Better than wastng my time
Waiting for an unknown answer

I really should ask
In order to love myself more
I should not waste my time anymore
I should not be at the losing side
That's what Yeong told me
In the end
I will be the one who be in the miserable state

I think
I saw them holding hands
I'm not sure
If I saw it wrongly from far

But my intuition tells me
It's ain't that simple
It ain't

How can I be so unfair to myself?
Damn you Yanni
Serve you right
=(