Choice

In our life we face many choices
Including to live or to die
In my life I’ve many choices
For every choice that I made
I’ll make sure I’m clear why I choose it
Same goes to him
When I decided to be with him
I used months to consider
I used my days and night to think
This time I even take a big risk
To think about our future
It really took me a lot of courage to accept this relationship

People around my best friend my close friends
Who knows me well enough
Surprise shock and curious with my choice this time
Each and everyone is wondering
Why do I choose him among my choices
My best friend even laughed at me
Why do I choose one that is so far
You can’t even get a hug when you want it
I smiled I didn’t answer her question
In the past I would think like that definitely
Now what is in my consideration isn’t this

Today Once again
I made a choice by chance
I told him about how he looks like nowadays
I told him how I feel about him nowadays
I told him how I feel towards our relationship
How does it look like now
I told him everything that is in his mind
But he doesn’t dare to tell me

He thanked me
He thanked me for being understanding
He thanked me for being able to read his mind
Even when he’s in total silence
Thanks to woman’s intuition
I always trust my intuition
Now it’s time to let you make the choice
I won’t be the one who surrender first
For things doesn’t come easy
For fate and everything that bring us together
I know I’m not your priority now
With full understanding
You can fly to where you want to be
You can accomplish your priorities in life
You can do whatever that you want to do
Before you go to the next
But when you’re tired
Remember you’ll always have me

I know myself
Always giving giving giving and giving
I even allow you to just take take take and take
Take whatever that I can give
Take whatever that I can’t give too

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