What Kind of LiFe am I Living

What kind of life am I living now?
A lot of anger
A lot of frustrations
A lot of emotions

I want some peace
I'm feeling very headache now
It's so intolerable
I feel like sleeping
I don't feel like doing anything
Not even to think of a number

But why
Why am I typing over here now?
Am I just stupid?
I can't believe it
My stupidity has leveled up

Yeong said
If I want to stay there
I need to hang on

So
If I don't want these anymore
I can choose to leave
Isn't it?

Let me find for a reason
Which makes me think that
It's worthwhile
For all my endurance

I'm missing
Missing in my own planet
Sometimes
I would find it familiar
But sometimes
I find it hard to accept

I don't care so much already
I want to sleep now

Can I listen to his voice now?
Wishing he will sing for me now