ToGeTheR aGaiN

After some struggling
We met
We talked
And finally
We realised how silly we were

We hugged
And deep in my heart
I wish we'd never be apart again

I need blessing
Though I know
This time round
I'm taking bigger risk
And my mum will make noise
My sisters will worry about me

But
I need blessings

An 3viDenCe

Well
Just want to share an evidence
Of my success keeping fit
I was not able to put on this gown previously
But now
I'm just fitted it well
Despite my pale looked face
Focus on the beauty of the gown
One of my favourite gown
In my home boutique & studio

HoW

I don't know how
Why do you want to sms me
If you didn't
I'd be more determined

Now
How are we supposed to continue
Yes
You're right
You want me
But we're difficult

I miss you
I know I miss you very much
But shall we meet
Shall I meet you
And what's next

Fair
How can things be fair
I don't know how
And you'll surely say you don't know too

Should I just send a news to tell you
I'm dead

You took my heart away
And yet
You left me now
With nothing left

How am I suppose to carry on

I'm sorry
But I've to say
Honey
You're really selfish
You make my life miserable
I lost my smile
I lost my confidence
I lost my pride

I'm not sure
When I can stand up again
As confident as I can be

Finish The UnFiNisH

Last night
We met
And we
Finished the unfinish
I owe him seven years ago

Is it a beginning or ending
I'm not sure too

I thought I would cry
But where has my tears gone

I lost my tears

SeeKing DruNk

I was down
Nobody will understand my feeling now
Except myself
So
I was buying drunk for a few days
But I was as conscious as I could be


I am still seeking drunk
I wonder how would it feel like
I want to have a try

My best friends know it
But they trust me
They give me the space
They allow me to do what I want now
Do you?

I know I can't say anything
I know I'm not in the position to say anything
They're your family
Who am I to you to have your trust?
I was heart-broken
But so what
It doesn't concern you anymore

No matter how I drink
I'm still conscious
More conscious than when I'm sober
No matter how crazy I go
I'm still conscious
I consciously know that
Everything is OVER

Luck?
I don't need luck
Love?
I received a lot of love
Happiness?
When I am drunk