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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

ThouGhT Of ToDaY

What's life for
When the petrol's price keep increasing
And the salary remains the same
While other COGS increasing as well

What do I want in my life?
Being simple
Please

Friday, February 24, 2006

TaLk CocK

Some people
I just don't understand why
And I can't understand why
Talk is so easier
But when the things get done
They're still able to leave some shit
For you to clean up

Oh What the FUCK
I seriously don't give a damn
With whatever stupid reasons you gave
When you said ok
I get the thing done
It's just a basic trust
I have on every of my friends
As simple as that

Don't you ever TRY
To make things difficult for me
I've had enough OK

Or maybe
My effieincy show your relunctancy?
Stupid shit that spoilt my mood

So you can be so irresponsible
Why I can't I be irresponsible
For can't shift myself out of anger

I don't care if you see it or not
I feel I'm like a toy
Playing in your hands
So
Is it fun?

You're OUT

Ch3eRLeaDeR

The cheerleader part
Reminds me of The Advanced Course
It's good for a laugh now
GoGoGoooGoOooo

Below is what Friendster Horoscope of TODAY:

The Bottom Line
Your enthusiasm is more important than you realize.

Unlock your inner cheerleader.

In Detail
The best part of socializing with peers is that
we often run into people who are on the same career path
or on paths that necessarily cross, every now and then.
You've had several encounters along those lines lately,
and it's just dawned on you
that one of them might be mutually beneficial.
Give them a call, and see if they're on the same page.
Bet they are -- or they'll know someone who is.

BuSy LiFe Vs LiVe BusiLy

Starting from this week
I've been busy non-stoppable
Continous classes since 8 in the morning
Then 3pm - 10pm daily
You'll never know
It's actually very tiring
To focus so much
Not only on one students
It's averaging 10 students daily

Every night
I slept before12am
It's amazing
But I've to admit
I'm seriously tired
After a long day-battle

Actually
I feel better to keep myself busy
To live busily
For my dreams
As I know I'm moving forward
Also
To keep myself from MM'ing
About other stuffs
That's unnecessary

Though tiring days
It's for my coming holidays
So that
I know I will and I must
Enjoy to the fullest
Like how I live
Everyday now and then

I heard a voice within
Asking me
To love myself more
But I know too
When I start
It's hard for me to stop

Same too
When I'm loving someone

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Who Are You?

The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)

Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar.
You are The Window Shopper.
You take love as opportunities come,
which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life.
You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all,
so it's likely that the relationships you have had
and will have will be happy ones.
You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age,
and there'll be much more to come.

Your exact opposite:
The Stiletto Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

Part of why we know this is that, of all female types,
you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes.
Your results indicate that you're especially
capable of obsessing over a guy you just met.
Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence.
It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire,
and someone you've grown to love slowly.
A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad.
Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.

BEWARE: The Hornivore
CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy

Just wanna have a good laugh about this test
So
Who are you?
I think it's pretty cool and quite accurate

Friendster Vs Yanni Says

The Bottom Line:
An urge to do something 'out there' will strike

get out there and have some fun!

In Detail:
Like everyone,

there are definitely moments
when you feel the need
to indulge yourself in some quality time alone
-- completely alone.
You won't feel at all lonely while you're at it, either.
You may be able to get it all in just one evening.
Say, tonight, for example.
Sit down with your scrapbook,
photo album or whatever else
reminds you of 'the good old days'
and allow yourself to reminisce.
Just be sure you have some tissues handy, and remember:
The best is yet to come.

I've no time for fun this 2 weeks
I must finish all my works & matters
Before I starting my job
I just feel maybe
It's good to occupy myself busy
Like this way

Sorry darling Shannon
I know you hate me now
For commit to work on Saturday
But when talk about commitment
You & I are the same
So
I just wanna keep myself busy
Like this way

20060222

Dear Yanni,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, February 22:

It's time to follow your heart.
Be open and ready to go wherever it leads you.
The stars say that you've been stuck in this current situation for far too long.
Even if it's a little scary, it's time to move.

I've been stuck for too long?
Move on
I know I've to move on
Let me finish the one last thing
I know I must move on

Monday, February 20, 2006

TiReD

Just feeling tired today
Have to cope with continous class
It's very tiring

I'm gonna be busy this 2 weeks
As they're having exam
Gambate together gether with them
Or maybe this will be the last time

Good night

Friday, February 17, 2006

BiNg0

Bingo
I got the job already
I'll go to sign
Letter of appointment on Monday
I'll start work on 1st March

Yeah
It's great

It's a study club
My job is more to a tutor
And also as the guardian angel
Of the children and youths there

I like the environment
It's a new company
Nice, simple and greeny environment
With little working people
But COLD office

I shall get myself some scholes
To protect myself
As I'm a person who scare of cold

Now you know
Why do I like hugging already?

ReConStRucTiNg My LiFe

My 2006
I think
It'll be more interesting and fun
Than 2005

Yeah
I'm having some life reconstruction now
Living a new life
A wholly new style

I'm ready for it
You?

Thursday, February 16, 2006

MoViNg ToWarDs

It might be a bit faster
Than my expectation

Today
I went to Yeong's company
For an interview
The boss - Thomas is very young
It is a nice place
Little people workplace
But required a lot of teamworks
But I like the environment
It's greeny everywhere
But it's just a bit TOO cold
For people like me who's afraid of COLD

For my plan to go for working
On 2nd half of 2006
Might be able to begin next month
If I'm employed
Yeong said my probability quite high
Hehe
Happy

Hopefully
I wish lar
Everything runs smooth
I'll bless myself

And about my home tuition
There'll be another plan carried out too
Soon I think

PerSoNaLiTy TesT

Am I?
Schoolyard Bully
You are 14% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 42% Arrogant.

You are the Schoolyard Bully! You focus more on feelings than rationality, and thus tend to be driven by your emotions rather than by a steering wheel, because human beings don't have those. You are probably easy to anger or annoy, for instance. You are also an extrovert who wouldn't mind having a lot of attention, although you may not always get it. Another character trait you possess is your brutality, manifested by the fact that you tend to be aggressive and do not care about the well-being of others. Also, you exhibit signs of humility, leading one to conlude that you are actually insecure, because very few people are truly humble AND brutal. Thus, like any schoolyard bully, you seek constant attention for yourself and have no issues with administering beatings because you are quite emotional and easy to upset. Not only that, but your insecurity may be a prime motivation for your brutality. As psychologists have noted, most schoolyard bullies only pick on others because they have a negative self-image. This could possibly be true of you. In short, your personality defects are your brutality, extroversion, irrationality, and your possible insecurity. Go pick on someone your own size! But not me. I'm a midget, I swear.

To put it less negatively:
1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.
3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.
4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:
Your exact opposite is the
Haughty Intellectual. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the
Bitch-Slap, the Capitalist Pig, and the Class Clown.

StuPiD TesT

the Idiot Savant
(33% dark, 61% spontaneous, 63% vulgar)


your humor style:VULGAR SPONTANEOUS LIGHT

You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'. Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 10% on darkness

You scored higher than 88% on spontaneity

You scored higher than 90% on vulgarity

In fact
I don't know anything about it

Monday, February 13, 2006

HaPpY VaLeNtiNe DaY

Happy Valentine's Day
Dedicated to all singles
My honey JiaJia
Darling Shannon
The Controller dude SY
The desperadost Mok

It's for us to celebrate that
We've more freedom than them
The couples

Haha
Sound so masam

Eh
I'm open for a date or date(s)
Who wanna date me?
Kekeke

As usual
Valentine with myself
Nothing special
I'll be teaching at home
Spending time with my little darlings

When was the last time I received flowers?
11 white roses from my 1st boyfriend
Roses during all my AW graduations
Roses from admirers

Arghh
I'm not that bad too lar
At least I've got it before
Hahahaaa

The desperadost Mok
You don't envy me ok
Your prince haven't reach yet
Wait patiently

DeSaRu DaTe




I went to Desaru with Wei Xiong
A friend I knew from Carine's wedding

We took a map to there
Sorry la I'm a road blind
That everyone know
Luckily we reached safely

Oh yeah
The sea breeze
The wind
The beach
And the waves

When was the last time I came here?
I guess
It's the trip I came with Yeong and all

Well
A nice trip
We sat on the beach and chit chat
Then we set off for our seafood dinner
With my brothers & Carmen

Got to catch a glimpse of Desaru beach & myself
I prefer the Impain beach

Sunday, February 12, 2006

AcT TouGh

Now I know why
Why am I still single till now

They said
I'm too strong
I'm too tough
And men scared of tough woman
Everytime when I stand on the finish line
The person don't arrive
I'm just waiting for nothing
Each and everytime

Does it mean the same to you?
It's rather funny statement
But I've to say
I truly impressed with it

All these years
Things that happened
Make me trust it

I wish
I wish again
No more waiting for nothing
I feel hurt
And no more crying into sleep again

KnoWiNg MoRe

To know more
Might not be a good thing
How come this person so powerful?
He knew too much
And I start to feel insecure

Mum is right
Sometimes
Knowing more doesn't mean it's good
But at least
I know how to prevent it now

I wish for a better tomorrow
After the storm
After the rain
We'll see beautiful rainbow
And a sunny everyday

I wish
I could do more
As I feel a bit helpless now

Saturday, February 11, 2006

NighT OuTiNg

Went out with Hui Ping last night
Met 3 of her male friends
And I brought Wei Xiong along too

Well
They played pool and ping pong
I sat to chit chat and listen for songs

Hui Ping initial intention
Of course I knew
She wants to introduce guys to me
Then she asked me
Which one you interested on?
Let me tie the red rope for you
But I'll charge

Save it for yourself my dear
Kekeke
Anyway
It's a relaxing outing

Thursday, February 09, 2006

WhaT Do I WanT?

It is a frustrating day
Ya
I made myself frustrated
Do not blame anyone else

Maybe
I really need to find a place
To cool down myself
And ask myself
What do I want, Yanni Lim?

Come back to the Basic
Go back to my Advanced
And look back my LP
What do I want?

I'm lost
But only me
Know the way to make it clear

Give me some time
To sort it out myself
I can't work under frustration

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

WhaT Is LoVe?

I remembered once Shannon told me:

You don't stop loving a person when he stops loving you

I believe it's true
Because I experienced it
In fact
You love him deeper
By letting him go
To find his happiness that belongs to him

To daddy:

I know you love Richard more than anyone do
Your decision is made
And your heart is broken
To let him go
It's also a way for him to grow

To Richard:

It's time you go
And live and lead your life
The way you want it to be
To prove people that
You can do it
But not to prove that
Dad is wrong

So
What is love all about?

LiFe BoaT

I remembered
I chose not to jump on the boat
Because of losing someone

But how could I
How could I give up of my life
And letting my guilt hiding forever

FACE UP
Face up your fear
Face up your guilt
Face up your hurt
Face up your real

FACE UP
Face up my LOVE to you
FACE UP

I find some stupidity in me
arggghh

Girl
Face up my stupidity too

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

ConVerSaTioN 2

My mum saw the photos on my screensaver
Then she asked me:

Mum: Is that your 'kai ma'? ( godmum)
Me: Yeah...=D

Mum: Who are those guys taking photos with you?
Me: all My Loversss ....

Mum: So many ....(o_0"")
Me: Hahaaaa......

Poor my mum
Stucked with my answers

ConVerSaTioN 1

Below are conversation between Roei and me over MSN:

Roei: So, who's the him? The one that you need?
( She was talking about my MSN status)
Me: which him?

Roei: Don't bluff me la..faster tell me...
Me: http://yannlim.multiply.com/photos/album/35

Roei: Is it Kay?
Me: Nola.

Roei: Is it Jerrie?
Me: Nola..the gf is WaiKuan =P

Roei: arghh....
Me: hahaha..My status is just a quote of lyrics from Corrinne May's song - All That I Need

This woman is the desperadost

MeeTiNg Fri3nDs 2

Funny Dereque & Me @ AW


Jerrie & My kawaii buddy - IvaN

Me & Jerrie's gf - Wai Kuan


Me & Jerrie


Godmum & Me @ OneU

MeeTiNg Fri3nDs

Some friends that I met during my KL trip

Kay & Me


Me_Shannon


WJ's gf - Angeline & Me


Simon, Felicia, Carmen & Me


Me & Sharon

Monday, February 06, 2006

LefTOveR @ KL

There're some missing parts to this KL trip
Erm

I didn't pass what I'm suppose to
To him
I wasn't able to have pillow talk
With him

Well
I've many things to share with you
It's just
I prefer the privacy that we shared together
A little secret of you and me

The leftover @ KL
is only you
That makes me feel
I'm lost
Lost in the world of LOVE

SeConD Day @ KL

We woke up at 8am
To prepare for breakfast date with Sharon
We went to eat dim sum nearby
And sat there till 11 something
Took some photos
Of course

Then we took a taxi to WJ's place
To bai nian with "kai ma"
Our godmum - WJ's mum
Then we went for lunch at OneU
WJ fetched Angeline too
We had a FULL lunch
Godmum, Shannon, Angeline and me
Can't finish all our food
So wasted
Ishhhhh

Around 3pm
We went to cinema upstairs
As WJ wanna buy movie tickets
After then
We said goodbye to each other
Shannon and me continue our dating

We found a unique cafe and sat down to rest
After a while
2 leng lui wlaked out to the bus stop out of OneU
To take bus down to Pasar Seni lrt station
It was a HOt day

Finally
We reached AW @ 7pm sharp
I met Dereque
We went for dinner together
Then I back to AW
To wait for Along, Buq, SY, YvonneK, Shaun
Thought of gather with them after a long time
I was too tired by then
Tired till I'm so quiet
And uncomfortable with the environment around

Well
It's still good to see each other again

I'm looking forward for LP83 gathering
Hmmmm

1st Day Bai Nian @ KL

I went to KL on 2nd Feb morning
Reached at 2pm
Met wif Shannon and her kawaii niece @ Pudu
We went to MidV to have Sushi King
And all my appoitments were there too

Around 4 something
Poh came
And we went to Starbucks for chit-chatting
After a while
Jerrie & Wai Kuan reached too
After seeing Poh off
All of us went to Madam Kuan for dinner
While waiting for Ivan

Hmm
We had a great time dinner
Taking photos
And updating each other news
Making fun of each other
It was a wonderful night

After dinner
Ivan, Shannon and me
Went to meet up with Simon, Felicia & Carmen
Who are all just nearby too
It was a short meeting and we said goodbye

After that
Shannon and me dragged Ivan to watch movie with us
Yeah
We watched Geisha
A very meanigful movie
Though I'm not a fan of Zhang Zi Yi
But Michelle Yeoh is damn pretty inside it

My dearest buddy sent us home afte the movie
Kekeke
He's still the same old him
Blur but cute

DoGgiE YeaR

I ate many many food
From Lunar eve till yesterday
Mostly steamboat
Yukssss
My stomach is still full till now

Gambling?
Yeah
Not winning not losing
What a Tally doggie year

Heheh
Win lottery last night
Just enough for me
To do international passport
Hurray

Still in new year mood