ThaNk YoU

Thanks a lot
To my dearest manager and boss
For a lovely wallet

It's very kind of you
And I really appreciate it

Thanks
Really
You've brighten my day
=)

Robbery Report

20060828 @ 1950

There're 2 guys sitting at the bus stop
When I dropped off the bus
I thought they're waiting for bus
So I IGNORED them
While I was climbing up the slope
Someone pulled my big white office handbag
Then in a sudden
The MALAY guy showed his knife
I was too shocked to shout
And no point too
Cos' no one would hear me

I was trying to pull my bag back
But then I let go
Who knows
The 2nd stupid MALAY
Pulled off my plastic bag on hand as well
I was damn pissed off
It's my shawl from company
I LOVE it very much
And I bring it back for dry cleaning

And you know what?
Bloody hell
They walked away
Not by motorcycle or car

A motocycrist passed by
And helped me to chase the 2 MALAYs
But he couldn't get them
How fast they walk right?

I lost many things
Not in monetary terms
But all of them are valuable

My wallet
A present from my mum
For my 21st years old b'day

Then
I lost my first bought handphone
With my own earned money
With a lot of information in it

Thirdly
My favourite neo print
Took on this b'day
Kns
My fav photo is in my wallet

Then
My working handbag
I took a long time
To get this bag
Which I love so much
And only be with me for half year

My Asiaworks LP keychain
LOST LOST LOST
It was with my office key
So that I'll not forget to bring it
ARGHHH

My Body Shop's lip gloss
Been with me for a few years
My sunglasses
Been with me since 2004
The lavender keychain
That I like very much

Alah
I cried after that
Really cried out loudly
To my mum

Well
Why do I
Put so many valuable things with me?

I lost my IC
My car license
All my ATM cards
And my mum's Visa card

Okay la
This is my robbery report
I'm still sad with my lost things
I know
It'll not come back to me anymore

WhaT MaKeS A MaN

Got back my Westlife mood
Starting to recall that
I used to love this song very much
And I still love it very much now

I've put it in my phone
So that I can listen it everywhere
Change all the man to girl
Then you can read
What is in my heart then



WhaT MaKeS A MaN

This isn't goodbye,
even as I watch you leave,
this isn'tgoodbye
I swear I won't cry,
even as tears fill my eyes,
I swear I won'tcry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize,
no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees
if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along,
they always do
But what's the point
when all I ever want is you, tell me
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you

GraNdMo @ OpeRaTi0n

Today afternoon
Grandmo was admitted to hospital
She needs to go for an operation
For her leg
Something about the nerves problem
Has hurt her for quite some time already
It's just that
She's so stubborn
Doesn't want to cure it earlier

Well
I'm taking off tomorrow
To visit and take care of her there

Hmmm
I know
I'll surely get some things from her
Now
I act as a middle person
Between my parents
Poor me

Haih
Don't know what to do
I must drag cousin along with me
To rescue me
Hahaha

God bless me
:)

CoNfUs3

I'm quite confuse
Why I do deserve this?
Endure endure endure

But what can be
A more effective way
To let them know
And understand
What is manners?
What is the attitude towards life?

What have I done
That I deserve
This kind of treatment

SK's frightened me at nowhere
Ed threw tantrum at me
Ed threw his book when he's unhappy
Everyday shouting unfair unfair unfair
Who's the one
That will be fair to me?

I just need a place
To vent out all my
Not angers
But some unhappiness
At work

I'm just a bit confuse
I need some time
To figure it out
Or should I voice out?
Or shouldn't I?
Why?
And why not?

Let me think it over again

But I know something for sure
I don't deserve that kind of treatment

Arghhhh
Feeling a bit fed up

DaTeS

This week
I missed a few dates
Erm
What should I say?

Quite happy
And also quite contradicting
Nay
Don't ask me why

Happy but contradicting
Why why why?
I see pink lately
But sometimes
It's quite blur too

Can you tell me why?
I really think that
I still have a long way to go
Go into your world

But you know what
I'm happy
Cause
I see some lights

PC BroKeN DoWn

Well
I might not be able
To update so frequent lately
As my PC's hard disk
Really be in peace already

Waiting for September
Getting salary
Hopefully
Can have enough
To buy a new CPU?
Or a new hard disk?
I'm struggling

Arghhhh

BeD TiMe StoRy

I really happy today
Yeong really prepared a great birthday
For me
Thanks dear
Thanks Nana and Hata

I really love my present
With so many blessings
From all my friends
Very touching
Very surprising
Very meaningful

This year
I had many celebrations
Had a celebration in the office
Really a different experience
In my life this year

I made 5 wishes
As I told God
I'm greedy
I know it

Thanks Carmen
Came up office
With my favourite Chocolate Banana
I really had many cakes
Kekekeke

My wish
I wish everyone is loved
And being loved
I wish I'm in love too
Hahahaha
Yeong is laughing at me now
I knew it

HaPpyInG

Well
Today
Everything runs smoothly
So
I'm happy

At least
A little effort put in
Has some of the effects
Positive one

Though
There's still room for improvement
I'll work smartly on it

Happy happy
Don't really need a reason
But I just wish that
Everything will be ok

Reland ar Reland
You can't afford to slack anymore
Buck up

Hooray
2 more days to my birthday
Happy happy
=D

CouNtDoWn To 3

3 days countdown
To my new turning point
I wish everything will be fine soon

Wishes this year?
Yeah
I've one already in my mind
Second wish?
I'm still thinking

I told God to grant me 5 wishes
Has God agreed with me?
I'll take it as YES

I'm just greedy
I know
Accept it

Nothing special for this year
Except that I'm working
And working on my new goals now

Peace is my biggest wish
Peace at home
Peace at work
Peace in mind
And lastly
Peace for the world

PriVaTe TaLk Wif MySeLf

For whatever things
That I've done
I did my best to it already
No matter what the result is
I must learn to accept and reflect

They will not know
How hard I try
To hold on my tears
I don't need sympathy
I don't wish to victimise myself
Which I hate so much

Yanni Yanni Yanni
Everyday listening to all these callings
More than 50 times?
Does it benefit whosoever?

They will not know
Every single moment
That I be with them
I put in my 100%
But I know
I cannot expect the same return
It will only wear me out
Torture me to death

It's still a long way
For me to go through
In fact
This is just the beginning
Of my journey

Starting to laugh at myself
Why at all things
Choose this line
I don't know
But that's what
I really feel like
Contributing to the kids

I wish that
They can enjoy learning
Like how I used to be
I wish that
They enjoy every moment in their life
I wish that
They create results in their life
I wish that
They have beautiful memories
When they think back on their 30th birthday

I do not put on hope that
They will remember me
But more on
The thing that I shared n taught
The lessons that I learnt in my life
I wish
They don't make the same mistakes as me

Sometimes
I think
I've too many wishes
Which God will think that
I'm too greedy
So he punish me
By giving me some setbacks
So that I learnt
He wants to make sure I learnt
He wants me to take up challenges
To make a difference to these kids' lives

But God
If you're listening to me
Can you shower more love to them?
Which I still believe that
Love can conquer every obstacles
That I meet with them

DiSaPpoiNtMenT

Loving my job
And getting results
Are two different things

It's just like
I love my job very much
But I didn't achieve my results

Disappointed?
Yeah
Really

When I'm being asked
And questioned about my capability
I'm OUT
Totally out?
I'm not sure

Efficiency
Effectiveness
I'm in a dillema

Will I be able
To survive through this October
It's a crucial time now

I've decided
To not off till October
Unless I'm sick
Or I'm out
If I can't achieve the results

I've the feeling
To cry myself out
But does it help me?
I don't really think so

Can someone please tell me
Am I not good enough?
How to be more effective with them?
Have I built the bond with them?

I'm just wondering
After so many months
Am I just who I am
At the first

Feeling fear?
Yes
As I fear of failing myself
And failing them

TiRiNg SaT

Had not feel so tiring Sat for long
Today
It is indeed one

I had lunch with Yeong
As she just reached from Spore
Sick already
And not yet recover
Must take good care of yourself
Okies?

Quite a good day
As everyone did a lot of works
But I'm exhausted
The little girl is exhausted too
Still so blur
Hehehe
But I really appreciate
When she can help me
To take care some of the members

Arghhh
I wanna get lots of sleeps
Till I wake up myself tomorrow
Nobody is going to wake me up
I don't care