Speed DaTiNg

Have you heard about Speed Dating before
Well
To me
it's kinda new and interesting
According to my friend
It's very famous in Australia
and it just started in M'sia

If you ask me hows my Valentine's
I can say it's quite fun and interesting
to engage in this activity
and to meet new friends

The fact is that
there are more single ladies than single man
how can that be
I'm still wondering
If the percentage of getting a boy is higher than a girl
or if not why
weird situation

I just want to apologize to the man that i spoke to the last
I'm just getting bored
and too tired to initiate the dialogue anymore
anyway
nice to meet you as well

Happy Valentine's Day to myself for these years
This year is a difference
Who only I know why is it a difference





- With love, Yanni -

FucKioLoGy

Sorry for being rude here
Let's discuss about FucKerLoGy
FUCK
The word that people might love or hate

God damn it
I've been fucked by the trainer for 2 days
I don't even dare to look at his gorgeous blue eyes
So horrible
Causing me the fears that I never had before

Who knows
He asked those scientist to invent a Fart machine
That was funny
I thought it's a FUCK machine
But actually
there're quite alike in some way

OWTFGFIAW
Do you know how to pronouce it
Oh What The Fuck Go For It Anyway
It's just as easy as it is
I begin to love it
Oh my god oh my god
I begin addicted to it
what the FUCK

There's one stupid fucker
send some stupid fucking sms
then want to patch up with my honey
So pathetic I should say
Just a stupid lonely fucker
wandering around like a wolf
seeking for a prey
Gosh
Go to hell Fucker

Once there was a stupid fucking bitch
God bless she has gone for good
Never ever let me see her on the street
I'll be the aggresive bitch that scolded FUCK her ass
Fuck her entire life loneliness die

What the fuck
Can't accept my FucKioLoGy
Then you better gone for good too
You're responsible for yourself the consequences after read
I don't care enough to care how you feel
It's none of my fucking business
Can't stand it just leave it
God damn you
Don't stain over my place
I'll be just nice not to fine you but
Fuck You






- With love, Yanni -

Transformation

What is about transformation?
People never change
It's a true statement
which I now believe in
But we can see a different in people
How different is it
It depends on how much effort the person put into
& how we look at it

I am a ConfiDenT InDePenDenT StRoNg Woman
It's my contract
What is a contract
I think most of you can define it yourselves
It's a bind between 2 parties
For here
It's an agreement of me to myself
Who I really am
deep inside my heart

I really had a worst time during the first 2days
I think I'm really quite a bitch sometimes
being fucked by the trainer for 2days
God damn it
I never feel the fear like this before
I never ever dare to look into his gorgeous blue eyes
My heart keep bip bopping only
I'm lost totally lost
caused by the fear inside of me

I realised that
to encounter the fear
it's not easy but not hard as well
When I ran to him and tell him my contract
I did it
I really looked into his eye without any fear inside of me
Finally I did it
I dunno how to describe my feeling about it
I'm just feeling so relieve & excited after that
I've found who I really am
Yes

I'm living with my contract from now on
Never hide nd seek for myself again
No more waiting in my life again
To give, to love & care people around me
To show off my passion towads life
Life is so so beautiful
but we only live once

Everybody's heart has a little baby inside
who don't know rules but only knowing to cry
when they hungry
when they need love
We're like babies sometimes
always hunting for love & security
Don't know rules don't know give
but only know how to fight for toys that we like
Isn't it LIFe is all about
It reflects so much of me
what about you

I believe I can fly
I'm more than a bird
but it's not easy to being me





- With love, Yanni -