HaPpY ChiNeSe New YeaR

Happy Chinese New Year

To all my beloved friends

My darlings and all my dearest dears

Wishing you having a prosperous year ahead

With wealth, health, love and happiness

Wishing myself to find my happiness soon

With the one that love me like nobody do

Yeah

Heheh

JoURneY

This is my favourite song
JourNey
By Corrinne May
A very unique vocalist from Singapore
Listen to her music
It'll definitely calm your soul
And fill into every part of your body

Whenever I hear this song
I feel as if
I'm singing to myself

It's a long long journey

Till I know where I'm supposed to be

It's a long long journey

And I don't know if I can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes

I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey

Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent

Drifting on through empty shores

Wondering what's my purpose

Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry

I know you'll be standing by my side

It's a long long journey

And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands

I don't even know why I do the things I do

When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul

Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause It's a long long journey

Till I feel that I am worth the price

You paid for me on calvary

Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes

It feel like everything is out to make me lose control

It's a long long journey

Till I find my way home to you, to you

ToDaY Is a BeTTeR DaY

Thank you Zhi Hong
Long time never hear you singing already
Thank you for cheering me up
I'll remember your promise

Today is a better day
Smile girl
You can do it

MisS YoU LiKe CraZy

I don't dare to say
It is because I'm afraid

Don't stay too close
Or it hurts
But
When it's far
It hurts still

It's not easy to let go
And I always put high expectations on myself
I'm just not letting myself to go
How am I going to let you go?

The feeling of unsure is scary
But
The most scary thing is
I don't know how much I love you

The MaN

I cannot deny
And I've to tell you
There's this man told me that
My sexiest part is my smile

Whenever I think of this
I smile
I smile so sweetly
When I think of him
Before I slept last night
It's just sweet enough
To make me addicted

This man
Someone special

OWTF

Well
People keep running in their own circle
Never out of the box
It's the same in a family

Dear Mum
Don't throw your tantrum to me
For whatever reason it is

It's ok that you angry
But why
For some simple thing
That can be solved easily?

I just don't understand
How come?

OWTF
Don't spoilt my day

SoMe Pe0pLe

There are some people
That want to make other people's life miserable
They're actually
Making their life miserable

How come?
All my family members are the same?
Yoh
That's their problem
None of my business
=P

Never mind
If you want to say
I'm selfish or irresponsible

I mind my happiness more

Sn3eZe

Sneeze once twice thrice
Ok
Who miss me so much?
Sneeze for the forth time
Gosh
I think
I'm getting some flu
From my loving mum

Having minor headache now

SurPriSe?

I'm surprised
Someone that long lost
Communicate with me just now

And I'm more surprised
That he heard about my news
From a close friend of mine
Well
I don't know that they still keep in touch

And well
I'm the one who lost contact
Yeah
What's the point?

I just feel a bit funny
The others?
I'm ok with anything

No hard feelings my dear
In case you read this post
I'm just overwhelmed with it
Too surprise
But yet feeling nothing

Surprise?

WritinG LeTteRs

How long haven't I write a letter?
I can't even remember
Which of my friend get my last letter
And it has been a long time
I never send greeting cards at all

This year
I want to make it special
To start again suprising people around me
Not only a card
It'll be with a letter in it

My hands are getting numb
By tommorrow I guess
After I finish all the letters
To all my love ones
Kekeke

Happy happy

ReCaLLiNg The JoKe

Now I remember
What am I suppose to share here

My brother and his girlfriend
Used my make up remover
As
As what??
As hair gel

How could it possibly happen?
Well
They're just too smart to ask me

Now the girlfriend know
What a make up remover is used for

《 Say and Pray 》

For thing that I thought it would happen

It never happen

Is that how

I want you to see in me

What would you see

If you look into me?

This is a lyrics I wrote

Quite some time ago

《 Say and Pray 》

If you look into my eyes
What would you see?
If you look into me
Who would you see?
It’s me or someone beneath?

Say ~ saying you could see me
Saying you could see what’s in me
Saying you love me miss me
And wanna be with me

Pray ~ praying I could see you
Praying I could feel what’s in you
Praying I love you miss you
And will be with you for god sake

Love will exist if you don’t deny
Though we’ll fall we’ll cry
Though our love might endanger our life
We’ll survive if we don’t say goodbye

20050714 @ 1640

JoKe Of Th3 DaY

I've forgotten

About the joke

That I wanna share with you here

Share with you again

When I recall it later

MeDiTaTioN

I'm meditating myself now
You can follow me
If you're feeling angry, furious, impatient or sad

I'm better than you
I'm not suppose to be angry
It's ok if I feel angry and sad
Let it go Let it go Let it go
I don't need to feel angry
But make myself sad because of you
I'm a loving and passionate woman
I choose to forgive and forget
Forgive you to make myself feel better
I'm beautiful inside and out
Those who don't see it
You're blind

I'm meditating
You?
Works?
Yes?
Great!

I feel much much more better now

If it doesn't work for you
That means you're still
Not willing to let go

@TtiTuDe

Please mind your attitude
I don't owe you anything
Don't talk to me in that way
It's irritating

I didn't inform you in last minute
So
Please don't put your overtension on me
I don't deserve it

The Fear That Cripples a Relationship

This is an article shared by my friend

It reminds me of someone

Who said something to me lately

Love relationship, Commitment and Fear

Are all discussed here

I bet it revealed more or less about yourself

Be honest

You did it to yourself always

By Dr H. Norman Wright

Doubts and fears about relationships can be dealt with by completing the Couples Relationship Historical Sketch and other inventories discussed in this chapter.

Have you ever seen movies of birds engaging in a courtship dance? They’re fascinating and funny. The awkward fowls fluff up their feathers, prance around, dance toward one another, and then retreat. They do this time after time until the courtship rit­ual is finished. Then they get together.

Some people are like this. They move close to a person, but then retreat. Their relationship pattern is a constant pattern of moving closer, then moving away. There seems to be both a strong desire for a lasting relationship, and at the same time an odd reluctance.

“Ambivalence” is another way to describe this situation. If this characterizes you, you’re familiar with the phrase, “Can’t you ever make up your mind?” The inability to decide is a killer when it comes to relationships. With ambivalence as your guide, what you’re doing is operating on the belief that by not making up your mind—by holding out long enough—you’ll eventually make the right decision.

In reality, however, this is a protective move to keep you from taking a risk. An ambivalent person is looking for a guarantee—a certainty of being right. It’s a battle between the heart and the head. Once again, it is fear that underlies this difficulty.

Fears Both Said and Silent

Many singles experience thoughts and feelings such as the fol­lowing. Have you felt them yourself?
“I don’t think this relationship will be reciprocated. My friend’s needs will be met, but mine won’t.”
“This relationship takes so much work. I’m afraid I can’t bal­ance the needs I have for closeness as well as independence.”
“I’m afraid of opening up any more. Why? The more he knows about me, the greater the possibility of rejection. I can’t handle that.”
“If I stay in this relationship I could be controlled.”
“If she meets my family, she’ll discover what a weird bunch I come from. It will make her wonder about me.
“What if she becomes too dependent on me?”
“I’m not sure a marriage will be worth giving up the freedom I like so much!”’

Being married carries with it both freedoms and limitations. I’ve talked with men and women who have been in and out of one relationship after another for 25 years. They say they want a lasting relationship, and have been close to someone at times, but one or both decide not to make that final dance toward inti­macy. It’s as though they would rather hold on to their freedom of singleness than exchange it for the freedoms of marriage. They are in some ways driven by fear.

For many it’s a commitment conflict rather than not being able to find anyone. It’s good to approach a lifelong relationship with caution, but some seem downright phobic.
Sometimes relationships are characterized by an overwhelming ambivalence On the one hand the person loves the other and can say it. They may say it very freely at the beginning of a relation­ship—but their safeguard to keeping themselves from marriage is in the word “but.”

Those whose hesitation forms a pattern, and who live with the fear of commitment, often make such statements as:

“I love you, but we’re so different it would never work.”
“I love you, but I think I need more time.”
“I love you, but I just don’t deserve you.”
“I love you, but I have too many other issues to work out first.”
“I love you, but I need to be alone right now.”
“I love you, but I’m interested in others as well.”
“I love you, but I’m not sure I’m in love with you. Do you understand?”

These lines play over and over inside of hesitant people’s minds. Only infrequently are they expressed to their partners. And even if they are, usually the other one hears the “I love you, not the “but.”

Guide to Assessing Your fears

How can you determine whether you or the person you’re inter­ested in has a high level of fear when it comes to making a com­mitment? Consider the following characteristics, which are in the form of personal questions.

1. Do you or your partner have a history of relationships in which one wants more and the other less?

This could take the form of more time, closeness or commit­ment. As you consider the relationships you’ve been in or cur­rently have, do you want more or less? What about your partner?
Do either of you complain that the other pulls back or with­holds?
Do either of you limit how much is given in order to avoid intimacy’
Do either of you have a pattern of hurting or disappointing partners?
Is one a bit anxious because the other is not giving the secu­rity he or she needs?
Is one pushing the other for more commitment?

On the following scale, indicate where you are in terms of commitment, and also where you think your partner is:
0 25% 50% 75% 100%
(Forget it!) (Yes! I’m all for it!)
Me _______________________________________

My Partner _______________________________________


Sometimes it’s difficult for couples who are out of synch to ever get together. When one moves closer the other may move away. It becomes a dance in which the two are always out of step.

2. Have you ever experienced a significant relationship that came to a halt because you or your partner became too fearful of moving ahead?

If this occurred, do you know if it was a feeling of panic or a steady sense of fear? Who was the person that was rejected? Was this the first time, or a pattern?

3. Have you experienced a relationship in which either you or your partner set limitations of some kind on closeness and intimacy (nonsexual)?

Some people are so structured, so cautious, so compartmentalized, that you’d think they invented boundaries! Their concerns may appear so legitimate that you’re unaware that it’s actually a fear of involvement. It may appear to be caution or simple logistics.

A person may limit his time and availability. He may exclude you from specific areas of his life such as family functions, work, social occasions, certain friends, or even his church. I’ve seen some indi­viduals who attended the same church, but the man made it a point never to be seen there together. He didn’t want them to be known as a couple. There’s a real message in that!

A person like this may not want to share other special occasions or even special interests. He or she may even set restrictions on how much money you spend together on outings, or limit gifts to cards. All of these steps seem to have the purpose of maintaining a certain distance in relationships.

If you or your partner tend to do this, don’t guess about the motivation. It’s clear. Excluding and being excluded won’t help a relationship to grow.

4. Do you have a tendency to develop relationships when, down deep, you know they would never work out—that the person just doesn’t have what is needed for a rela­tionship?

Some people do this so they will always end up with an escape clause. Usually the difficulties are there to begin with, but they are overlooked or rationalized. They could be differences involv­ing political views, social status, race, age, levels of Christian commitment, or even Christian vs. non-Christian. It’s an attitude that says. “There is too much of this for it to ever work.”
Differences will be in every relationship; but a pattern of seeking them carries a sign saying. “Watch out!”

5. Do you believe there is that “one and only right per­son” for you out there somewhere, but as you look, the person you actually find is never quite right?

Once again this can be a signal that you seek someone with “too much” of a negative in his or her life. You just haven’t found the ‘right person’ (and probably never will).

6. Do you or your partner have a tendency to seek out those who are unavailable for one reason or another?

It could be they’re unavailable relationally. They’re involved with someone else, but you’re still attracted—as well as safe. There can be no commitment with someone whose heart is really elsewhere.

Some potential partners are geographically unavailable. You meet someone at a resort or on a plane, and when you’re togeth­er it’s great. You write, e-mail, fax and phone each other; but the distance adds to the romance rather than the reality.

There are pros and cons to some long-distance relationships. Some couples have said they put more energy and thought into building the relationship than they would if they were together all the time. And they say they don’t take each other for granted.

But if you marry without several months of spending time together in the same locale, it can be an intense adjustment. Some say that when the relationship stops being long-distance it can even precipitate a crisis.

In some ways it is reminiscent of the adjustments required by those in the armed services when they are deployed for six months to another area. Many marriages experience major adjustments and crises when the serviceman returns to his family. It takes weeks to settle back into a normal routine. So if you’re involved in a long­ distance relationship, be aware of the crisis potential when you eventually find yourselves in the same area.

Working side by side with this person for three months—see­ing them under all kinds of stresses and conditions—will clue you in to reality!

I’ve seen some people who seem purposely to connect with what I call the “permanently unavailable.” It gives them a good basis for commitment to be illusive.

Perhaps you can identify other reasons for someone to avoid commitment. And perhaps this doesn’t apply to you or the other person. But it’s something to consider.

Relationship ‘Historical Sketches'

Every relationship is a learning experience. That is. if you let it become one. You can learn not only from each relationship but from the pattern of your relationships. Have you ever completed a Relationship Historical Sketch on yourself? It can be very revealing.

For example. Jim was 35 when he said he wanted to talk about getting married. Actually, he wanted to find out why he wasn’t already married by now. He dated most of the time, but nothing seemed to work out. I suggested that we spend some time creating a history of his dating or relationship patterns, starting with the first person he was involved with and continuing all the way up to the present. This is what Jim’s relational history looked like:

1st date 1st relationship 2nd relationship
Age 17 Ages 18-19 Ages 22-23
Prom (had to go) She broke up with me. Both called it off

3rd relationship 4th relationship 5th relationship
Ages 24-25 Ages 27-29, Ages 30-32
She pursued me, I cared for this woman I could see it
but I lost interest but she left me for wouldn’t work,
another man. so why waste time?

6th relationship 7th relationship 8th relationship
Age 32 Age 33 Age 34
I liked her but she Not sure why Wouldn’t have
traveled too much. I stop­ped calling her. worked out. Values
She was still interested. were too different.

9th relationship 10th relationship CurrentlyAge 34
Age 35 Age 35
She was talking Not sure why we No one at this time.
marriage after stopped seeing each
a month. other.

After Jim completed this history I asked him to reflect on the chart for the next week and try to determine what the pattern of his relationships is telling him. This is what he said:

“After looking at this I decided I sure didn’t want any woman to see this or she’d be frightened off immediately. Putting this in writing had a totally different impact on me than just thinking about it. It’s so flaky. Or I felt kind of flaky about my relationship life! I realized I was kind of cautious, but maybe I’m picky. The more I read this the more I realized I’ve been burned or hurt by some of my experiences.

“I guess I’m gun-shy and protective. I’m okay about the first four relationships. I invested enough time in them to make an evaluation. But my pattern over the last four years! Regardless of the reasons. I bailed out! You know what I said to myself? Basically, for each one I said, ‘Why invest more time? It will never work.’ But that’s not true. Perhaps I was afraid it would work. I’m the one who’s afraid of what it would mean to com­mit. Maybe I don’t have what it takes. I guess I’m at the place where I’ve got to come to grips with my pattern if I’m ever going to be capable of marriage.”

Jim took the time to look at his life and to make some impor­tant discoveries. This may be a step you’d like to take. It could be you’re already in a serious relationship and wondering if this is the one for you.

It may be time for both of you to complete a Couples Relationship Historical Sketch (CRHS). The CRHS has been adapted from a process used for engaged couples by Dr. Robert F. Stahmann and Dr. William I. Hiebert. It’s designed to discover significant relational events, dates, interactions, conflicts, and growth. It will help you clearly discover how you behave with each other, what each contributes to the relationship, how you affect one another and any patterns you’ve already established.

The following is an example of a CRHS of a couple we’ll call Sandy and Jim.

Sandy, age 26 Met each other 4/94 First date 7/94
Jim, age 24 Served on two Dinner and walk
committees on beach. Talked
for three months. for seven hours

Second date 7/94 Three major conflicts 11/94
(two resolved)
Saw each other four
to six times a week.

11/94 — 6/95 7/95 7/97
Separated. Relationship Sandy gave ultimatum:
Mutually resumed. marriage or let’s go
agreed upon. Exclusive. our separate ways.


Of course the pattern of everyone’s CRHS will be different. Your relational history will be more meaningful if you will take the time to reflect on it by means of the following Relationship Assessment Inventory. The process of answering the questions will help to clarify the development of your relationship, espe­cially if you take the time to discuss your individual responses. The inventory will help you determine where you are in the rela­tionship and what needs to happen before you move ahead.

Take a large sheet of paper and answer and discuss the fol­lowing questions:

1. Where and how did you meet?
2. What was your initial impression of each other?
3. If you were friends before you began dating, how did you make the transition to romance?
4. Describe your first date—where, what, when, who asked who, etc.
5. What was your impression of your partner after your first date?
6. How did you decide you wanted to continue seeing your partner after the first date? Who decided where you went and what you did? Who was the decision-maker at this time? Is it the same now?
7. When did you decide to date one another exclusively? How was the decision made? Was it discussed or did it just happen?
8. What were your initial concerns about the other per­son? What are they now?
9. When was the first conflict? What was it about? How was it resolved? Was this satisfactory to you?
10. When did you first discover something you wanted to change about the other person? How did you approach it? Did you succeed?
11. Have you experienced a separation? If so, describe the reason for it and who initiated it. What did it accom­plish, and what brought you back together?

Up to now, we’ve dealt with the past—your relational histo­ry. The following questions are designed to help you assess the current status of your relationship. On another large sheet of paper answer and discuss the following:

1. Describe how much significant time you spend togeth­er and when you spend it.
2. Describe five behaviors or tasks your partner does that you appreciate.
3. List five personal qualities of your partner that you appreciate.
4. How frequently do you affirm or reinforce each other for the behaviors and qualities described in questions 2 and 3?
5. List four important requests you have for your partner at this time
6. How frequently do you make these requests?
7. What is your partners response?
6. List four important requests your partner has for you at this time.
7. How frequently does he/she make these requests?
8. What is your response?
9. What do you appreciate most about your partner’s style of communication?
10. What frustrates you most about your partner’s commu­nication?

Since this last issue, communication, is so basic to your rela­tionship, expand your assessment of it by completing the follow­ing special communications inventory.

Communication in Your Relationship

Answer each question with one of these responses: Myself My Partner or Neither.

1. Listens when the other person is talking
2. Appears to understand the other when they share
3. Tends to amplify and say too much
4. Tends to condense and say too little
5. Tends to keep feelings to oneself
6. Tends to be critical or to nag
7. Encourages the other
8. Tends to withdraw when confronted
9. Holds in hurts and becomes resentful
10. Lets the other have their say without interrupting
11. Remains silent for long periods of time when the other is angry
12. Fears expressing disagreement if the other becomes angry
13. Expresses appreciation for what is done most of the time
14. Complains that the other person doesn’t understand him/her
15. Can disagree without losing temper
16. Tends to monopolize the conversation
17. Feels free to discuss sexual standards and beliefs with one’s partner
18. Gives compliments and makes nice comments to the other
19. Feels misunderstood by one’s partner
20. Tends to avoid discussions of feelings
21. Avoids discussing specific problem topics or issues

Which of the above would you like to change, and what will you do to accomplish that?
Following are two other inventories that will help you come to terms with your relationship.

Current Level of Satisfaction

To indicate your current level of satisfaction, place an X at the appropriate place on the scale, with 0 indicating no satisfaction. A score of 5 is average, and 10 means super, fantastic—the best! Then go over the statements again using a circle to indicate what you think your partner’s level of satisfaction is at the present time.

1. Our personal involvement with each other, when we see one another
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

2. Our affectionate and romantic interaction
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

3. My trust in my partner
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

4. My partner’s trust in me
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

5. The depth of our communication together
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

6. How well we speak one another’s language
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

7. The way we make decisions
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

8. The way we manage conflict
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

9. Adjustment to one another’s differences
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

10. Our church involvement
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

11. The way we support each other in rough times
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

12. Our spiritual interaction
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10


The future of This Relationship

Be sure to discuss each partner’s responses to these important questions.

1. If this relationship were to fail, I would feel ____________

2. If this relationship were to fail, my partner would feel ____

3. My commitment level to staying in this relationship is:

Little or Average Absolute
no commitment commitment commitment
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

4. My partner’s commitment level to staying in this relation­ship

Little or Average Absolute
no commitment commitment commitment
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Hopefully, having answered these questions, you will have a better understanding of your relationship. If your relationship is moving toward marriage, you may want to begin pre-engagement or premarital counseling. Some couples spend eight to 10 hours with a qualified pastor or counselor and complete 60 to 80 hours of homework. That may sound like a big-time investment, and it is. But why not? Especially if you’re planning to be married for the rest of your life!

StResSeD OuT MorNiNg

Feeling stressed out
Early in the morning
Facing the parent
I'm still out of control

Arghhh
Let me scream it out
Fuck
I'm not a psychologist
Don't be so kiasu

I'm just teaching according to your child progress
It's not only your child get distracted
Me too cannot concerntrate
What the hell has happen?!!?

Why not you look for another teacher?
I'm seriously tired of dealing with you

SenTiMenTaL KiLLs

It's still raining now
I'm running in and out of room
Between TV screen and monitor
Hanging around on the net
But don't know what am I doing

Turning on my mp3
Putting in all sentimental songs
That killing me softly easily

But
I just enjoyed the feeling now
A bit of lonely
A bit of missing
A bit of loss
A bit of mindless

Rainy day does make people feeling down
But not all the time
I remembered once
I miss for a hug
I miss for being in the rain
When it's raining

These sentimental nerves of mine
Just killing me softly
Yet
I kill myself like nobody's do

Why do I always
Behave like a little baby?

The Greatest Love of all

I remembered
This is Shannon darling and my favourite song
The Greatest Love of all
With love
We believe whatever can happen
The world is beautiful with love
When you have love, you have everything

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us of how it use to be

Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow
If I fail, If I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achive
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

And if by chance that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

My Song

Yeah
It's my song
Everything I do, I do it for you
From Bryan Adams

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Look into my eyes you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

Look into your heart you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time all the way

Oh~ you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you
Ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

ToDay's DOE

It was raining since last night
My mum and me woke up at 12pm
I thought it's only 8am
While the sky is still dark

It's so REFRESHING
And yet it's cooling
I had my brunch
Simple brunch

I start putting down the Xmas tree
Taking down all the balls
Cleaning the windows with snow
Sweeping and mopping the floor
While
Mum busying preparing food of the day
And our favourite red green black beans dessert

Well well
I'm sweating in the raining day
Feeling so so great
Sense of achievement?
Yeah
Though it's just only cleaning my house

Well well
Time to clean myself now I guess
Heheheh!!

ChiNeSe New Y3aR Is @RounD

Chinese New Year is just around the corner
Have you got your new clothing?
I am so excited
I bought a lingerie set
I bought a pinky dress with some roses
I bought another pinky V neck top
It's exactly what I'm looking for
I bought another top for mum

We spent alots today
But I'm just happy with the results

Ya
Left a pair of white heel
I'm going to buy it tomorrow

Then
Finish my shopping for CNY
Gotto save again
For my romantical Bali trip on March
Hoping I can make it this time

LoVe AnGeL

A little angel
I bought from Popular
Hoping he'll hear my voice inside

Love doesn't make the world go around
Love makes the ride worthwhile

Swe3T Sw3eT ThiNg To ShaRe

Just wanna share
A piece of sweet moment here
Just think it's sweet
Hope you're as sweet as me too
CheeSeZzzZzz

I just wanna fill my love
Everywhere I go
No matter where I am

~ When you've love, you have everything. ~

SpeCiaL MoMenTs

It's kind of relief
No any mind-gaming
No guessing on each other
Truly honesty talk

It's a special moment
We shared together
What I learnt about from my past
I wouldn't want it to repeat again
I knew
I would be as stupid as I can be

Thank you very much
For being with me
When I need to be showered by some love
It'll always be special to me
You'll always be special to me too

Yes Milo
I still like you very much
For my breakfast everyday

Mum's Cooks

It's so nice to eat mum's cooks again
I felt like long time never eat
Though I was away for 5 days
But
It's just so tasty and great

Urhmmmm
Yummy yummy
I love you mum
Muakssss

CaRiNe & Ming HaN's WeddiNg

It's wonderful to attend your wedding
It's just sweet and grand
And unforgetable memory for your life
I'm sure

Wish you two having a blissful marriage
Happiness forever
And
Enjoy your honeymoon in HK
Cheerss

NeW YeaR HoLiDaYs

I went to KL on 28 night
Reached around 1 am
Then wait for SY to come and fetch me
By the time we reached his place
It's around 2 am
We slept around 2 something
Till the next afternoon
Haven't sleep that well for long

We took our lunch
Then we went to Pudu
To buy my ticket to Melaka on 31st
It happened to have a bit rainy
We walked romantically in the inromantical place
That was funny

It was raining heavily in KL
Jammed everywhere
We cant go for Reflexiology
Luckily
I scare of the pain that I might get
It's raining and jamming everywhere
I'm having a bad headache
Maybe because of the weather changed
We decided go back to sleep again
Exactly 2 big piggy
Hahaha

At night
We had dinner with WaiJin & gf and Shannon
It's the first time we met Angeline
And I find that she's really a nice lady
We enjoyed the dinner and shopping together
After dinner we bought a Korean DVD and watched at home

It's a funny movie
About priest falling in love
We slept around 1 something again

I had a wonderful time in KL
Thanks to SY, Shannon & WaiJin
I felt relaxing after meeting you guys

I'll come again soon

I am BacK

Happy New Year
I'm back!!!

Wishing all my friends
Having a wonderful year ahead
Wishing you with happiness by your side always

2006
I'm coming