WeiRd WoMaN

Sometimes
I think my mum is weird
Or should I say
Women are weird animals

The bad about a person's mouth
Is that she can scold anything
And say anything she likes
Angry when she likes
Happy when she likes

She loves to talk about my dad
Which it's always the reason she got angry
And yet
She loves to talks so much about him

I'm sicked of it already
And I learnt a skill
To don't bother about whatever she said
To not hear what she said
Let her talk to herself
Until she satisfy
Until she's happy

Some time later
I'll ask her to move back
I want to stay alone
I don't care
Hahahahahaaa

How Was My Day?

Basically
Woke up at 8 something as usual
Bathing making up
Dressing up myself
That's what a woman does always

Okay
I admit
I just love myself too much

Everything is good today
My date with Ser Yee is good
Except the coughing
Good or bad vise versa
At time
I nearly cough my lungs out
Arghhhhh
I hate coughing

LuncH WiF Ser Yee

Well
I morning called him at 11am
Then we met around 12.30pm
And we look around for our lunching
Finally
He chosed a Chinese Restaurant
We ordered some dim sum
And half of the Pipa Duck

And again
The topic is still the same
He teased me again
Nah
I don't want to say out
What's our topic
It just makes me feel embarrassed
And don't want to argue with him
=P

Well
This fellow knows to enjoy
Much more better than me
He went for foot massage after our lunch
Though he's not suppose to do so

I know
Last night
I haven't use all of my energy
To massage for you
Sorry la
I'm sick ler dude
Do I need a reason to get sick?
Kekekeke

Nice meeting up with you
;-)

Ser Yee In ToWn 1

Ser Yee reached Jb last nite
We went out for a short dinner
At Kotaraya
The food is soso

We were all along chatting
Chatting about his flying trip this week
Chatting about my new job
He kept teasing me
Until I blushed like tomato
Stupid fellow

After the quick take
We went back to his room
Continue our chatting
After a while
I went back
Because I need to work today
We promised to have lunch today

Shannon Be In JB?

Shannon got the job in JB
Well
Of course
She wants to stay with me
Luckily
I'm renting my place out
Hahahahaa

I'm not too sure
But it's good too
If she works here
Then I can have more fun
But
I'll have more nerds too

She will makes me go insane
Kekeke
Sorry to be mean
I know my eye bags
Will be more terrible

Ohh
Should I say god bless?
Or shouldn't I?
I'm very mean right
Yeah
I knew it darling
Hahahaaa

Anyway
I'm very happy
If you can work here

SicKeNiNg WeeKenD

Omg
My voice is so sexy today
Luckily
I'm still able to speak

I must really rest well
If not
I can't perform well next week
I can't afford to be sick

Boss said
I must bargain with my viruses
Monday & Wednesday cannot be sick
Hahahaa
That's was funny

Omg
Cannot sing
Cannot speak too much
It takes my life
Gosh

Drink more water
Drink more water
Rest well
Rest well

OuT Of ConTr0L

Today
There's a bit out of control
Sometimes I feel
I don't have a respsct from them
Today
I feel the most
That's still
Not the main reason of my bad mood

I find it hard to coach my brother
Really fed up
As he doesn't listen
To my instructions
It's really dissapointing myself
I don't know what to do
Haven't really
Speak out about it yet

Anyone there
Any opinions?
Sad sad sad
What a good results I scored
Not feeling well
Even more

My Dr3aM

Today
Boss had a talk with me
More about my future plannings
And also
Company's future planning

Yeah
We're talking about
Long-term commitment
Am I really will go 2 years later?

It's great
To find a job that I love so much
It's great
To have a caring boss
It's great too
My boss appreciate
Every little effort I've done
It's even great
When he told me that
He wants to groom me
To take over his position

Tomorrow
We'll continue discuss about it
We're talking about partnership
But my friends
Are worrying about my relationship
It sounds funny
Though it's really part of my DOE this year
And yet
I'm fine
With what I'm doing now
Hahaha

Nah
Leoness is like that
Career minded
And don't forget
I'm a superwoman

So
What's my dream?

HaPpY B'DaY

Happy brithday
I believe
You enjoyed my arrangements
And I believe too
Your dreams will come true

;-)

Can'T @FFoRd To Be SicK

Arghhh
Headache again this morning
My throat started to pain
I feel something
Something is wrong

Arghh
Cannot !!!
I can't afford to be sick
I don't want get sick
I've drank a lots of water
Why???

SeVeReLy HeadAcHe

I'm having a bad headache
Don't ask me why
It started since noon
Maybe
Because of the changing weather

Although
I'm just working half day
But I'm more tiring
Why?

I don't know
I just know
I need some sleep now
Good night to all

HalF MooN MonDaY

Half moon Monday
I'm working half day today
From 2pm - 7pm
But I don't know what to do either

Hmm
I just can't have too much free time
It's not really good for me
Unless
I've something to do

Maybe
I should find something to do
Yeah
I must find something to do

Sometimes
I just find my own stupidity
Bring me laughter
Kekeke

3moTioN's CycLe

Mum angry
Then called 2nd brother
With anger
So
2nd brother angry
Then
He scolded baby brother
Baby brother angry now

So
Mum angrily spoke something
I pretend I heard nothing
But she still want to drag me
Into her angry circle

What happened?
I want to go out
Somebody helps

People don't change
Yeah
People don't change

I can only shake my head now
For all these absurbs

FiNaLLy

Finally
The school holidays are over
During the week
Only 2 people
Handling all the kids

My brother has been there for 1 week too
Has been observing him
Next Tuesday
My parents will meet with him
To further discuss about his issue

Whooooo
What a busy week
But also
A week that I learned a lots
Getting closer with the kids
And building up the bonds with them too
I can say
I built up already

It's getting more fun
Working there
A place that I work and learn new things
A place where I can have fun too

The coming week
I must work very hard
To brush up my English
I must finish all my daily target

Yeah
GoGogoGo

It's Sunday
I want to have a long sleep
Till I'm willing to wake up
Hahahahaaaa

BLoSsoMs RoSe

Another day passed
Surprisingly
SE & Alex reached earlier today
Sorry for kept you guys waiting for me

I realised
He is very
Really knowledgeable
Hmmm
Sometimes
I'm quite scare to play his games
I'm scared
If let people know too much about me

But
In fact
He's not that scary of course

Hmm
How should I say?
I think it's hard to find a man
Who can and who love
To play with kids and teenagers
His patience is better than me
I see him enjoyed his work very much
Though it's tiring
But I never hear any complaints from him

Tomorrow will be better
Yeah
Awaiting for my life
When the sun rises
My smile blossoms
Like a rose
=)

HaPpY B'DaY To MuMmY

Happy birthday
To my lovely mummy
Wishing you healthy and happy always

You know
Your best gift to me
Is your lovely smile

GeeeEeee
I Love you
Muakssss

ToDaY

Working for half month already
But
I haven't get any off yet
Why?
Because
My dearest manager - Rebecca
She went to KL already
Thomas said she'll back around Saturday
Maybe

What?
Maybe only?
Aiyah
Never mind

In fact
I don't mind at all
Because
I want to take off too in May
For my holiday
Then June
My cousin in Klang is getting marry

How come
There's so many events this year

I seriously broke lately
Not that I'm out of budget
But my income decrease halfly

Things will come
When it wants to come
Relaz Yanni

You see
I'm always over-tension
Like nobody's do

JoKes Of The Day

SE said something this morning
Makes me feel very funny

SE: How old are you?
Me: I'm same year as Colyn.
SE: Same year as Colyn, that's mean 23 lar ~
Me: Why do u like to question on people's age?
SE: TH, go after her lar ~
TH: She doesn't owe me money, why should I go after her?
Me: Hahahahaaaa !!! ( Brilliant !!!)

Teenagers nowadays
Are hard to understand
Very mature
And very immature

HeaVeN KnoWs

I have been listening this song
Since morning
Hmm
It's a very touching song
I've been in sentimental mood today
Yeah
I love this song very much

Yes
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only
Heaven knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holdin' on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

SouL S3arChiNg SunDaY

I can't remember
What I did last Sunday
It's Sunday again
I woke up at 11 something
It was a nice sleep
Thank god

Am I having too much anger
And frus towards my life?
For me
It's part of life going process
I admit
I've a lots of emotions

For example
This morning
I shed tears
when listening to Kelvin's song
Simple because of very touching

The main thing is
I know I'll become better
After sharing all my emotions here
Life goes on as usual
I remembered my charming smile

I never forget
What have you told me before
Thank you
Although
I care very much
How do you see me as
=)

DiNneR WiF Jia

Last night
Jia came to meet wif me
After my work
We went to Genki Sushi
Sat down
And begin all of our topics

I talked about my new job
Excitement worries and so on
She talked about her job
Getting heavier and heavier
The saddest thing is
Her eye sight has became worse
That makes her feeling to quit even more

Then we talked about some other stuffs
How we define our life now

Yeah
I admited to her that
I know I'm greedy
I want to learn everything
And she agreed too
That is why we have not enough time
For ourselves
Because we've too many dreams to realise

We're not at our teens age anymore
We know what we want for our life
And we're walking towards it
And I'm sure we can make it
Am I right, honey?

Don't care about what other says
I care about
How my heart feels
And direct me to go
Where I am heading to

InSoMi@

I've been sleepless for 2 nights
What happen?

Along the night
I can hear people buzzing around
I can hear them talking
I can know someone is throwing tantrum
How come they don't sleep quietly?

How come she said she has bad tempered
And yet she talked but no action taken
Where has the considerate value gone?
People after working
Must be damn tiring already
And yet

Well
I can continuing telling stories
That sounds very shitty

You're right!
People don't change
What do I expect?
I'm just wanting her to become better only
That's so hard!!

My eye bags
My headache
Gosh
Arghhhh
I pray hard
To have a good sleep tonight

I don't want to hear any sorry again
Sorry is just to make yourself feeling better
Not me
If you really want to prove it to me
Walk your talks then

cLoSiNg DoWn

I'm closing down my home tuition next month
Everything will end this month
I need more time on my work
To pick up everything

Maybe
I'm too anxious to learn everything at once
Maybe
I used to walk too fast
Asking me to slow down my phases
It's kind of impposible

Colyn said
I need to be more relax
I'm too nervous on everything
Especially when there're things
That I don't know how to do
Or maybe
I put very high expectations on myself
When there's pressure
There'll be improvement

Though I need pressure to move me
I need too
To learn how to relax myself
And enjoy my work

In fact
I enjoy and press myself at the same time
Contradiction?
Yeah
That's exactly how I feel right now

BounCiNg

There're many changes lately
Which caused some disruptions
Of course
Some other issues too

Baby brother stole again yesterday
My dad cried
He said he doesn't know
How to teach him anymore
For me
I think the best way
Is to seggregate him from his friends

Well
Put the topic aside

Carmen kept on asking me to move back
Whenever this topic came to me
I just bounce back
And the rejection feeling is so strong
I'm not sure why
But I'm not suppose to be so selfish

There's a bit anxiety
Hmm
I need to relax
I'm overtension

Learning Is LiFe

Monday passed
Tuesday come
Tomorrow is Wednesday

I've many things loaded in my brain
I need some time to sort it out
And let it comes out
Like a plan

I'm still a newbie
I'm not very good in expressing myself
Thanks for your guidance
I appreciate very much
And I learnt a lots from you

MonDaY @GaiN ^^

A week passed so fast
It's Monday again
Woke up 7 again

So many again
So today
1st Place will be damn COLD again
Gosh
I love everything there
Just the air con
I can't really stand

How am I goin to live abroad?
God bless
;-)

WorKiNg SaTurDaY

For those working people
Who's going to work on today
They are all unhappy
To me
I'm fine with it
Because I asked for it
Haha

I'm looking forward on today's work
Because I can meet all the kids together

Today is the 4th day at work
So
Everything still goes well
Kids can be fun
But can be unmanageable too

I've some feedbacks
Another kids said I'm fierce again
Yeah
But I do hope I can join
And play more with them in future
To build up a bond with them

Good morning to all
Kekeke

1st DaY @ WorK

1st day at work
Woke up early in the morning
I can't remember
When is the last time I woke at 7 am?
After teaching the morning class
I straight went out to my workplace
Mum has became my driver lately

Meet my colleague Rebecca
A friendly woman
Feedback me as cool and fierce
Well
I'm normal and numb already
100 of 100 of all my friends
Gave me the same comment
As 1st impression

It's very cold inside the office
And my long-lost racious
Visited me again
I'm just "pai miah" person
Who can't get too much of air-con
When it's too cold
Racious visits me

Oh my god
I'm gonna wear more clothes tomorrow
As I really can't stand the itchiness
Poor me

But then
I met some students
All are outrageous and fun
I guess I'm gonna be a bit crazy later